I’ve been questioning this for a while. I reread some of my posts and realised the hope , warmth and vitality ,intensity they have. It makes me tired to even see a glimmer of these. And yet it seems love had made me ever energetic and hopeful and “clear” in who i was.
I havent felt like that in a while. About much , including love. So i felt the intense need to feel again and i came to you.
I realise i felt at peace for those few hours , just your presence was enough. What can that be , i wonder ?
why do i get anchored and rested when you are around. despite your refusal to acknowledge us.
and now i am back, empty again.
I was so wrong to think i was moving on. I just feel i am deeper inside you than i ever was. and you inside me.
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